Stuart W.

About me:
the story goes.............. I Love all the arts, most passionate about music, composition and production. I had neglected my love for music. For my friends. The people around me, and that I'd meet. The love of life. I within myself, felt like a bad person, an angry person. I'd lost my, self respect. Poisonous! I felt I had become introverted, unhappy, 'unconfident' and most of all, insecure, and was portraying it to the outside world. Most of all, my world. I Had been caught up, and tied up, with my own issues (health, heart and head). Blaaaaa.......relationships. history and family, for so long, I had forgotten my goals, my dreams, myself in general. In debt. In a job I hated. living at home. limiting my Friends, social and professional networks. And spending my time, and money on stupid shit! That was pushing me, further, and further, from all I wanted to achieve. I was in a serious rut, and on the very edge..............I was pushed and........... ........I fell from that edge!!!!!!!!!!!!!Slowly and a long way. I was in crisis, at age 26! I was broken and scattered in all aspects of life. I realized, I wouldn't find the answers. Worse! Wasn't asking the right questions. I knew I had to change my mode, a long time ago, and did nothing. This doom, had come to rest! Made far worse! Because I had been "FUCKING AROUND", been a "GONNA" for so long. It's what I needed (a punch in the face)! So here I am, clear minded, Strong, focused, foresighted, determined and above all else, thank full for the "wake up call" I received from the fall. My hearts in the right place, just kept making bad choices and life decisions. I can party hard, later! And party I will! just got shit, to do first. You gota, take care of number one before, you can be there, fully, for another, or else the good times, become twisted, and ruined, by your fears, more so, when it ends (Relationships, Death, Disabled, Sick). Well thats as honest as I can get get, without writing a book. If I was to talk more about myself, all I can say is that..... I'm alright! I guess!, I'm happy, easy and out going, artistic, dte and a very sexual and open minded person. Fun, just a little crazy. I tend to dribble shit, get a bit silly, when I get tired. Write to me, read my blogs and leave feed back. You can also contact me at ardcarn@hotmail.com or on myspace, under Ardcarn Street. Every thing is a working progress at the moment. My blogs are lyrics, working on the instrumental structure, to em all, so music will come, along with a band page, and web page early to mid (at the very latest) 2009. Please be patient and stay tuned. You won't be disappointed. Take it easy and PLEASE take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........